Sweeping ants from the sodden birthday cake,
we bicker over who left what outside.
The house sobs and shudders in the rain.
Across the screaming lake, the lights go out,
and then a second later ours do too.
The electricity escapes savage and free,
prising swift highways out of air,
beautiful as a nuclear attack.
Winds wrestle the clouds like bitter siblings.
The sky across Canada chars.
I am the highest man in the city.
Not high
the way junkies are high, hopping
like tiny sparrows to their nest
of dank closes, public toilets, the park.
Not like the bankers
flooding streets at five with their suits, origami
with folds of aftershave, notes
too microscopic to see. Up here,
the city spreads out like a picnic blanket.
Trouble is brewing in parliament, the castle
a crumbling cake. I play God
interfering with the scrap of the building site,
its clanging dust. Men are ants
in a modern, restless constellation
of luminous jackets: I could squish one
without even hearing the cry.
Sun sets in a hiss of fleshy cloud.
Coming down
is swearing, coughing, fags
bitter in the air. Crush of wet coats.
Shuffling into a line to wait for a bus
that never arrives, and standing only
five and a half feet tall.
Julia was a winning Foyle Young Poet in 2005 and 2006 and edited the first Youth Members Magazine. To read more about her click here.