a poem for when words are not enough
in the silent hours,
sitting without purpose,
i try to conjure words
to fit you
'paperclip' – noun
a wire, a spiral stretched
with some awkward elegance,
holds papers together
(and we are holding each other ,
i am enveloped in you,
and i am openjng your
letter, your words flooding me)
words,
with which to
sculpt your description
'creature' - noun
animal, animate being,
characterized by eating,
sleeping
(and you're curled up in my
bed, head cradled in your
arms, hiding, smiling at me)
words that made you smile,
you would take delight in
their pronunciation
'vestibule' - noun
a minor enclosed space,
a passageway, an entrance
(and entranced am i
by your laugh, we
are on the train and you,
giggling at that word over the tannoy)
a word, once an annoyance,
would become a gulf of cold,
cold and empty air
'distance' - noun
the space between two people,
measured in miles, but also
in words and in heartbeats
(and your words explain
and my voice cracks
behind this calm façade)
words which i cling to,
desperate, lonely, a fool?
'hope' - verb
to believe, trust,
in a desired future,
to hope, against hope
(and i am still sat here
in the silent hours,
hoping)
and words still cannot describe
Cedrik was a commended Foyle Young Poet in 2007.
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