On Saturdays, my father would go the market to buy
breakfast. Morning call in the temple
of our house where the shriek
of the night train sounds, to collect the last
of the shadows. The breeze alighting, a travelled disciple
murmuring his prayers, I once was lost, but now
am found. At 6 am, we are all sinners cleansed
by the wash of dawn, barefoot and grateful.
My sister and I stumbling towards the smell
of food, tired from the pilgrimage in the dark. Then mother
would wipe the dust of sleep from our faces, so our
phlegmy eyes opened, slowly, newborn kittens shaking off
the terror of blindness, and rolling
down the stairs to be caught –
in the basket of my father’s arms. We wake
to the graduating light and repetition of soyabean milk being
stirred;
milk being stirred; being stirred, filled our mouths
with sweet steam, thick steam, gentle steam, filled our mouths
with gladness. In forgetting
and forgetting, forgot