Suzanna Fitzpatrick
Conversations with my father

Sometimes you call me on your own, now Mum,
drugged up, sleeps more. I ask you how it goes;
you speak of broken nights, pain’s ceaseless hum,
new side effects. But what I want to know
is how you’re doing. People rarely ask
the carer how they manage all the tasks
dictated by an illness not their own;
a job for life that no-one ever chose.
You dodge my questions deftly, like the fly-
half you once were. I shouldn’t be surprised –
we’re all performers now; our cheerful smiles
a non-slip legacy, parent to child.
I say that you sound tired. “No more than usual”;
and my heart breaks, although no more than usual.


‘Conversations with my father’ won the the 2014 Hamish Canham Prize for best Poetry Society members’ poem published in Poetry News, and Suzanna was invited to read it at the Poetry Society's AGM at Keats House on 26 November.


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Clean sweep for PS Members in Torbay Poetry Competition. Carole Bromley wins, Char March 2nd, Ann Pilling and Paul Stephenson joint 3rd. PS Members Andrew Geary, Josh Ekroy, Denise McSheehy and Katherine Gallagher highly commended

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Alexander Hutchison wins Saltire Scottish Poetry Book of the Year, Niall Campbell wins First Book of the Year award

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PS Member Jonathan Edwards wins Ledbury Poetry Prize. Jacqueline Saphra 2nd, Laura Seymour 3rd. Foyle Young Poet Isla Anderson wins Young Person Prize

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Ian Galbraith wins Stephen Spender Prize for poetry in translation 

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PS member Rachel Davies wins Wells Festival of Literature Poetry Prize & PS member Carole Bromley 2nd

PS Member Pru Kitching is joint winner of Carers UK Poetry Comp, with Beth McDonough. PS Members Valerie Fry and Marilyn Hammick among the runners-up 

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Aisling Fahey appointed as new Young Poet Laureate for London

Kei Miller wins Forward Prize for best collection, Liz Berry wins best first collection prize, Steven Santus wins best single poem prize

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PS Member Polly Atkin wins Wigtown Poetry Prize

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NEXT GENERATION of poets announced by Poetry Book Society: Tara Bergin, Emily Berry, Sean Borodale, Adam Foulds, Annie Freud, Alan Gillis, Rebecca Goss, Jen Hadfield, Emma Jones, Luke Kennard, Melissa Lee-Houghton, Hannah Lowe, Kei Miller, Helen Mort, Daljit Nagra, Heather Phillipson, Kate Tempest, Mark Waldron, Sam Willetts, Jane Yeh

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PS Members Anne Stewart & Dorothy Yamamoto 1st and 2nd in Poetry on the Lake open category. Virginia Astley wins sonnet category

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William Bedford wins The London Magazine's Poetry Competition

William Bedford wins Roundel Poetry Competition. PS member Geraldine Paine 2nd, John Arnold 3rd

New Seamus Heaney anthology includes unseen poem In Time, written for his granddaughter

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Niall Campbell wins £20k Edwin Morgan prize

It's 1.2.3 for PS members Maria Jastrzᶒbska, Gill Learner & Elsa Fischer in Grey Hen Poetry Prize

Second Light Poetry Comp: Kate Foley (1st, long poem), Margaret Beston (1st, short poem), Pippa Little (2nd) & Ann Alexander (3rd)

Poet Roddy Lumsden and crime-writer Val McDermid win the Round Britain Quiz