The Poetry Society Celebrating our centenary

A man, whose wife has left him, is focusing on structure through

a powerful microscope. He’s astounded when each isolated drop

seems to listen, absorb the words, change like a face transformed

by smiling or a splash of shock. He studies how words like ‘family’

or ‘betrayal’ alter the crystalline mandala, as if the vibration

of his heart shakes and resets each miniscule aquatic form.

He mouths ‘eternity’ in Arabic and ‘goodbye’ in French and manages

to photograph the crystal as it clouds inside like a blown fuse. Now

others will believe him, will apply the knowledge he’s not built for,

why these lexigrams appear, as if water held the capacity of mind

and how minds change when love’s ear hears nothing anymore:

how different from the first unspoken, this last not speaking.

He’s tired. He doesn’t mean to murmur ‘mercy’. It’s almost a

forgotten word. The droplet he is viewing becomes a spiky lattice,

with a strange core, like the trapped blue-white sea of a cataract.

His vision softens. He asks mercy for himself, from himself, until

the mantra rises to a song from the southern shore his wife would sing,

a song of waves and Bo trees, whose words he’s no idea he knew,

and he sees the water tremble as if for the body that once carried it.

‘Forgive me’, he says. He photographs the feeling.

The women in the Umbrian mountain village

gather around the hood

of the parked blue Alfa-Romeo

touching it reverently

with the palms of their hands

whispering “Roma”, “Roma”

at the heat of its engine.

They stand on medieval cobblestones

marvelling at such things as heat, distance and speed.

The older women, the ones in black,

think only of time.

It always starts with a dead girl
                                           somewhere in the picture:

Lukewarm and pretty, in an organdy crinoline,

One arm sticking out from under a credenza.

There is a foreigner with dark hair and a secret

Who says Eet ees not me! when he is questioned;

A shady dressmaker who’s missing a finger;

A doctor struck off for fiddling with his patients;

Another girl, in a bedroom (the second victim),

Dolling herself up in French scent and mascara.

Pretty lips and curls smile back at her from the mirror.

She has a date with the killer. She just doesn’t know it.

The detective follows the clues. He is a metaphor

Like the girl in the library, like the guilty pistol,

Like the dressmaker’s friend with a fatal knack

For murdering women, like the end of a story

Or its aftermath: the part that doesn’t get written,

Four years later, when the case has been closed

And the bodies have been forgotten— how the dead

We have failed to keep remembering are alone.

Sure as I’m dying, I need it. Bring

them nuggets of zingiber, fire-packed rhizomes

to mash into candy or jam between pillows,

ward off hag-rodeo. Bring that curio

brings me luck, most outrageous medicine,

puts charge in me, want for that juiciest medicine.

Let me gnaw it and gob in the westerly

(right up my back as I’m making the dead run).

Mix it with nutmeg and ground John the Conqueror

so that I might have the upper hand. Bake its

pulp in a bread to gag dapper gamblers

like Death. It’s the best bet – ask Dr. Bronner

or Dioscorides. Get me that jake root,

that stick of mouth-gelignite, brute tongue-number,

that flashover powder, that head unblocker,

that knothole of daggers, that good thrumming petrol,

that woodknuckle jumplead, that sting-in-a-knock,

fresh from the citadels, fresh from the spade,

or not fresh – vintaged in mother’s cupboards,

stowed in a clay jar, fossilised, strung on

a necklace worn by a princess or priestess

fresh from a grave at the foot of the Andes

or fresh from a boat from the faraway islands

or dangle it still strung from her gleaming neck,

or have her chew it to glistening, hating me.

Whole or in pieces, tenderised, tampered with,

stuck on a blade, in a bowl – but I need it

now and I need it now and I need the

tubers, the fist of them, blunt fat fingers

damned with the furious ting, with the ointment,

the crystals, the dust and the bundle of nodules

fermented or dashed in a cake or concoction.

Bring me it, that I might go tooled up,

my last breath searing the eyes of the footman,

splinter and spice in my trinket teeth.

The toss, the tumble, the nearly making it last minute

plummet.  The damp, the shade lightening, the lifting of fibres

away: the visible softening tumbling toss of the towels.

Dave nearly making it, jogging to Strauss.  The onetwothree,

onetwothree, onetwo–       –Hal peering through his portal,

its red gleam of eye.  ‘What are you doing, Dave.  Dave

what are you doing.’  I’m drying, Hal, you hung Frank

out to dry, but me–you put me in the tumbler.  The eye

goes blank, Dave slows to a walk, falls.  Penny theatre plus

inflation means 20p per centripetal pull: the real force, the fine aslant,

askew, the not so bloody obvious pulling you where you don’t think

you’re going, the falling always.  The 20p

drops. Ten more minutes playing Hal, making Dave dance.

When the men came to speak to my father

I was sent out into the garden.

I could hear the cold hissing in the cracks

of the concrete,

could feel its boldness,

how it longed to slip between my edges.

Hands buzzing like wasps,

I practised my skipping, counted steps,

the lash of the rope

on my calves only right,

only proper.

    I looked out of my eyes

    at the crumble-bricked wall,

    the white rose

    blooming still. Then

    I rose up in the air and looked down

    on myself.

    As if I were the Angel in the painting, hovering.

    As if I were the Virgin crouched in a heap in the corner.

    I saw

    the straight white scar of my parting,

    saw my bunches bounce,

    knees cold-mottled

    above white socks. The fear

    a series of yellow wavy lines

    zigging from the dog-tooth

    check of my duffle coat.

    The smell of it nettles, the smell of it cat’s piss.

My father was in that room

alone with those men

with only my mother to protect him.

I did the only thing I could do –

I skipped,

my back to the French windows,

my arms raised out like wings.

Lakeview, Chicago.  Summer of ’91.

    “…how do you uproot something that’s already taken hold?”

    Historian, Arnold Hirsch, on failed attempts to remedy segregation in Chicago.

One simmering afternoon, he blocks your path

with an open paw.  Tells you he’s a panther escaped

from Lincoln Park Zoo.  He bleeds papaya juice,

pees coconut water, shits burnt sugar cane.

Tells you his claws are tree branches that won’t stop

growing.  His tail was eaten by a boa constrictor

and he’s afraid of fire and water and trees

and the #36 bus.  Tells you he’ll marry you

for $3 in quarters and a pack of Marlboro Lights.

Nappy tufts blast atop his head, shroud his cheeks. 

Think Sula’s Shadrack.  Make him barefoot,

six foot four, wearing nothing but a sweat-stained

burlap sack and you have Burlap Man.

One bright night, as your darks tumble and you fold

your whites, you see him stopping traffic, like a moon

walking tree, on Halstead, waving his sack high in the air. 

You join a crowd to hear him belting out Black or White

to heavy honks, beep-beeps and cat calls,

his privates jangling like tropical fruit. 

As sirens shimmy and shout towards the street

party, he gets down on all fours and crawls away,

never to be seen again. 

‘We’ve discovered Superman’s address, and got to the bottom

of the wing-beat rate a beetle needs to stay dry in the rain,

all of which brings to mind the last stand of a certain man

on this very field, what, sixteen years since, is it Greg?

You’ll remember Amit’s aztec gaze, how he’d play

from a firm back foot, pick his point above your arm,

directing when to kick your wrist and place the pitch, swatting

shots off like dizzy moths – something of the battling mantis

in his awkward height, a bored elegance addressed

by the long circles of his arms. Back home, of course,

he’s thought a god, and there always was an uncanniness,

a gift for timing, drawing luck – the rain, like now,

sometimes came with his beckoning, and that feast of charms

rattling about his neck, his slightly eerie victory dance

scuffing dust in geometric shapes, setting a hex

along his crease… The fast bowler from the islands

faced him here in ‘86, a brutal little ball of a man

with a witchunter’s ardent, direct line. A sad day for sport

when the delivery caught Amit short, bouncing up to touch

his chin, the sweet spot of a perfect uppercut. Down he went,

and never really came around, but you’ll remember, Greg,

the swarm of unlikely blood-coloured butterflies

that descended on the pitch, a couple of which can often

be seen this time of year, out there now, batting between the drops.’

recaf ‘Leading the way in pay to play’(2)

‘Move...’(3) Addendum (by finger in the dirt) ‘Bristol’(4)

Nice thought whether heartfelt or wistful.

‘Police follow this van.  Hatch is time delayed.’(5)

‘No tools left overnight’(6) de rigueur white vans display.

‘Dairy Farmers of Britain’(7) ...unite - playful.(8)

‘There for you - Spar.’(9) ‘People who care – Tufnell’(10)

Messages found on the motorway

All human life is there, ‘Exhibiting Success’(11)

‘Animals’(12) too.  Horse power, on the hoof!

‘Body Kraft’(13) with a K. ‘Unltd fr3 txts’(14)  

‘Xpress Scaffold’ .(15) Signs of a misspelt youth?

‘Forward.  Back.  Back a bit more.  Stop.’(16) Express!(17)

This is modern life.  ‘Metal on the move’(18)

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(1)  M Trouvé (in the tradition of ‘art trouvé’) composed from 55% reclaimed materials found on Motorways.

(2)  recaf (sic) are a Worcester-based supplier of “Juke boxes; touch screen games;  jackpot gaming machines”

(3)  Immediate Transportation Company

(4)  As seen, written after the company strap line - ‘Move...’ Bristol

(5)  Group 4 (with minor amendments)

(6)  Ubiquitous

(7)  Dairy Farmers of Britain

(8)  Not as seen (but adding ‘unite’ seems to complete the thought)

(9)  verbatim

(10) verbatim (but omitting the possessive ‘s’)

(11) Highfield Exhibition Services

(12) Also ubiquitous

(13) Body Kraft (Dudley) Ltd – “a kwality* service throughout the entire accident repair process” – *only kidding

(14) Very fast (possibly T mobile) van

(15) Xpress Scaffold Systems Ltd.

(16) Virgin Media

(17) Lots of these but this is actually just the word!

(18) Multi Metals Limited